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If
Meshell Ndegeocello’s career was a t-shirt it would be a black shirt
with reflective silver letters spelling “Love is Political”.
But luckily for all of us, Ndegeocello’s career is not a t-shirt.
So far, Ndegeocello’s career consists of seven profoundly experimental,
passionate and articulate musical albums. “Seven wonders”
according to her promoters at Universal Records. And I agree.
Ndegeocello consistently makes music that reveals the world and its
people as worthy of awe, re-baptized in unknowing.
So
I wasn’t surprised to learn that Ndegeocello would be releasing her
7th full-length album The World Has Made Me the
Man of My Dreams during the Islamic Holy month of Ramadan.
Since her debut album, Ndegeocello has been transforming mystical, otherworldly
sounds and statements into explicit confrontations with major organized
religions, creating a cosmology that makes another world possible while
offering a consistent critique of this one.
By
releasing this album as a limited edition project during Ramadan, Ndegeocello
almost ensures that this work will be purchased and consumed during
the Islamic month of rigorous and intentional fasting and reflection
(at least by those of us unwilling to buy it for a hundred dollars on
e-bay this winter). In case we had somehow missed the message
of her timing, Ndegeocello makes it audible. The first track Haditha,
opens with a looped bell sequence that deepens into a repetitive guitar
feedback behind the raised voice of Hamza Yusuf, American-born converted
Islamic scholar and advisor to the Bush administration, on echo
explaining that many of the signs that the prophet Mohammed said would
mark the end of the world (such as public sex, air travel, alcohol abuse
and the portability of music) have clearly come to pass already.
The subject matter of the album itself is prophecy fulfilled.
Later, in the song Michelle Johnson (track-9 bearing Ndegeocello’s
birthname) the artist will admit “Sometimes I drink too much. Sometimes
I smoke too much. Sometimes I love too much.” Additionally she
ends the album with “Relief: A Stripper Classic” an engagement with
public sexuality in which the artist insists “Here in the dark/Only
God can see/Everything we do,” asking the beloved dancer “When
I feel like God has forsaken me, will you comfort me?” Sexual desire
at it’s most commercialized is a spiritual engagement that Ndegeocello
addresses with a politics of love.
But
Ndegeocello has more immediate and urgent plans for the religiously
inflected end of the world on this album. Remember, Haditha is
the name of the most important generative site for electricity in Iraq.
Haditha is a city along the legendary Euphrates. To name Haditha
is to name a scene of energy, to name the origin of humanity.
And so the beginning of this album invokes a more cosmic beginning.
But to name Haditha is also to name a brutal ending. Remember?
On November 19th 2005 Haditha was the site of one of the
most brutal and publicized instances of the bloody U.S. occupation of
Iraq so far (remember the attack on Iraq was also initiated during the
Islamic holy month of Ramadan). On November 19th a United
States Marine Corp unit killed 24 people, all of whom may have been
noncombatant civilians, one of whom was a 76-year old grandfather, 7
of whom were children under the age of 10...24 people. And then
the officials at the Marine base lied about it. But Eman Waleed,
age 9 remembers seeing them shoot both of her grandparents. “It was
hard to see their faces,” Eman said. And then, though international
law clearly defines the intentional killing of civilians as war crime,
the charges were dropped. Remember. One of the marines took pictures
with his cellphone. The charges against the commanding officers were
dropped. In the photos on the internet the red of the bedsheets
matches the red splattering the walls. The marines did what they
were trained to do, which was to kill a one year old girl, a four year
old boy, a ten year old girl, a five year old girl, a three year old
girl, grandparents, fathers, mothers, students and 2 month old Aisa
narrowly escaped. Haditha is a city of energy. A place of beginnings.
The first track on this CD, released during the holy month of Ramadan
is called Haditha. A statement of prophecy. About
the end of times. This is something to remember.
The
guitar feedback that makes the final words of Yusuf reverberate with
doom dives into the drum sequence that opens the second track “The
Sloganeer: Paradise”, which could be called the breakthrough track
of this album in every sense of the word. The most listened to
track by visitors to Ndegeocello official myspace page, “Sloganeer”
is both the biggest stretch for long-time Ndegeocello listeners and
her most explicitly controversial piece to date. Heavily
rock influenced, with a faster tempo than any song previously released
by this artist (while continuing to incorporate her signature bass melodies
and electronic outerspace ventures), this track puts it all on the table,
invoking the figure of the suicide bomber with the pseudo-commercial
slogan “Get a Bang Out of Life” and asking “If you’re the chosen,
why don’t you just kill yourself now?” and she repeats “kill yourself
now, kill yourself now.” She goes on to call “democracy”
a “monkey sensation”. Even the act of listening to this song on
repeat made me search the sky for helicopters and hope that the Patriot
Act sponsored invasions of my privacy hadn’t extended to live audio
in my living room...yet.
Ndegeocello
suicide dare, by far the most radical statement on an album that also
suggests that queer love is divinely commanded (Elliptical-track 6)
and argues that evolution is over and the end of the world is approaching
(Evolution-track 3), could be interpreted in a number of ways.
The first time I listened to this song I interpreted it as an anti-capitalist
critique. Ndegeocello was embodying the capitalist impulse that
decreases the value of life by offering everything...even death at a
buy now low sale price. Or it could be a critique of the rhetoric
of extremists who recruit suicide bombers by convincing young people
to sell their lives cheaply, offering a direct ticket to an imagined
paradise made all the more attractive against a background of poverty,
displacement and oppression. But ultimately I read this dare as
a critique of Israeli and US occupying forces in Palestine and Iraq,
arguing that if in each case some sort of religiously mandated superiority
(chosen-ness) justifies their forceful occupation of spaces in the middle
east, they may as well extend the logic of this militaristic enforcement
of a way of life, and occupy heaven...immediately. My sense
is that all of these critiques and more emerge in this song. This
is a song after Haditha, an answer to Yusuf released in the United States
and Japan during the holy month of Ramadan. Politically and musically
this is a badass, brave, brazen and bold move for Ndegeocello.
“Sloganeer”
emphasizes the major lesson of this album which encourages listeners
to move to the limits of what they have known by inhabiting the present
with a radical desire for something else. Ndegeocello exemplifies
this practice not only in the content of songs like Sloganeer and Headline
(track -10) which offer explicit politico-spiritual critiques, but also
in the body of the album during which Ndegeocello revisits the tendencies
of previous albums as familiar homes, but not as limits. Self-styled
long-distance Ndegeocello apprentice Shirlette Ammonds of Mosadi Music
has called this album a “catalog” for the way that it revisits and
adds to Ndegeocello’s best historical practices. For example, in “Relief:
A Stripper Classic” (track-12) she invokes her own classic track “Mary
Magdelene” from her album “Peace Beyond Passion” humbly questioning
the limits between love, consumption and objectification by asking a
sex-worker for a love that is more than pleasure or ownership.
And in “Solomon” (track-11) dedicated to her son, she combines the
use of spoken voice that characterizes her (2002) release Cookie: The
Anthropological Mixtape with the neo-reggae electronic groove sounds
that she used on the (2003) album Comfort Woman, achieving an intimacy
and social relevance that moves beyond either previous work.
The lesson of this album is that love is embattled, but necessary.
Love is the only way to engage the planet, but at the same time love
transforms us (and the planet) beyond recognition. To love is
a political risk. But the strategy of this album is its seduction.
Listening teaches us that love is worthwhile. It is worthwhile
to risk everything.
Lovely
Lovely (track 5) is aptly titled, a soulful track with gently breathy
vocals with a bass line open, deep and light enough to elicit an audible
and un-contextualized “yes” from the listener (this listener).
Simply put this may be one the sexiest tracks that this artist has ever
released (and coming from this listener that’s a major statement).
The secondary refrain “I know that you love me,” follows the thematic
of prophecy fulfilled on this album. Love is actually produced
in the soft pauses of this track. Followed up with Elliptical
(track-6) which re-contextualizes God’s old testament spiritualized
“rainbow sign” as the unpredictable possibility of love recognized
“when you look into my eyes”, Ndegeocello reminds us that love is
miraculous and possible before further reminding us that love can also
go very wrong.
Shirk
(track-7) and Article 3 (track-8) present flipside portraits of the
aftermath of love. Nosy listeners who have taken it upon themselves
to chart the dynamics of Ndegeocello’s former romantic relationship
with Rebecca Walker (facilitated by Ndegeocello’s own jugular “Rebecca”
tattoo and the juice of the young Walker’s second
memoir) will probably imagine that Walker is the intended audience for
these songs of love gone wrong. But I am not a gossip columnist,
and I choose to focus on the role these two songs play in the political
definition of love that Ndegeocello continues to develop through this
album.
As
Ndegeocello recently mentioned during a visit to NYU, the consequences
of not being true to oneself, musically, politically and romantically
are linked. Shirk, populated by alternating low melodies and almost
falsetto leaps demonstrates a feeling of comparative debasement. While
the second-person addressee believes they “did nothing wrong to lead
us down this road” having an effect that “shattered my bones”,
the speaker can only admit “I miss you. I’m sorry I lied,”
but forgiveness is impossible on both sides. This moment of the
album leads the listener to ask how a politics of love is sustainable
when love can fail. This lament slides into Article 3 which epitomizes
the limits of this album by starting with what sounds like incoherent
angry punk rock shouting by about 6 angry riot girls in suffocating
boots. Article 3 revises the apologetic tone of Shirk asking in a more
confrontational second person demand “’Cause I lied, you think you’re
better than me?”. But in half a breath this intensely
personal and potentially adolescent challenge flips into a political
analysis: “We’re all patriots of a lying scheming machine.”
In one gasp the energy of love lost is transferred into a political
critique of the limits of justice. The next challenge is for a set of
policy enforced social norms that outlaw queer love and Islamic piety
in the same move. Invoking the “scheming” of the PATRIOT
act she repeats, “You want to lock me away...lock me away.”
Ndegeocello is arguing that the political repression that criminalizes
sexuality and praise in the post 9/11 rise of Christian fundamentalism
is a fundamental failure to practice love.
The
love that Ndegeocello ultimately offers as a corrective to the comprehensive
social critique she has launched emerges in Solomon (track-11), which
portrays her love for her son, which is her love for creation, which
is an ethical relationship to life itself. She frames her tribute
with the spoken words of Jack Bean which suggest that it is the child
that produces the father as a father
through the love that the child inspires. Ndegeocello contextualizes
love as more than a gift that she bestows on her son, but rather a way
of participation in the reciprocal process a creation that works both
ways. Whispering “shine” into a bright neo-reggae background
and flute edge melody, wishing for “a kind and gentle imagination”
for her son, herself and the listeners and repeatedly invoking
“All Creation”, Ndegeocello finally generates love as a solar powered
practice, electrically central and original as Haditha, an energetic
context for life.
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